D's Journal

The World Is my Burrito

Fri, 05 Sep 2008 18:18:26 GMT

Holy smokes, a lot has happened in the past week, mostly a lot of good things. And about time too, I've been losing sleep over stress and fears the week before. Maybe somebody up there really does love me enough to give me a reprieve from my usual aches and pains of life. Anyway, on to some good news:

I finally got my first two commissions. I was ecstatic, even more so when one of my clients said that I don't pay half as much as I should for my skills. It made me truly happy knowing that I am worth more than 10 dollars for a portrait. Hey, somebody has to sing for my supper...and that somebody has to be me.

I finished re-watching all of the Star Wars films, from episode one on to episode six. I have decided that 'The Empire Strikes Back" is my favorite one, but the older films seriously do not fail to please me in terms of story and adventure! I've even gotten into being such an uber-nerd that I started collecting some books and reading. Recently, I had picked up a novelization for "Revenge of the Sith", and it totally blew me back! The way that the book was written/narrated was purely stunning and I loved every second of it, even those utterly frustrating moments when I'm yelling at Anakin for believing the well-constructed lies of the Chancellor. Gah!! I'm only grieving because I finished it now...and its barely been a week since I bought it, damn. Now I have to find another book to sate my need to read. If, that is, I have the money for such a thing. I have many other things to worry about before I can buy another book.

My friend at Factor5 is getting his contract extended; huzzah! I'm so happy that he'll be keeping that job of his. One day I wanna visit...and maybe even beg for an internship >.> I need one so desperately now...

There I go stressing again, oh dear. Anyway, I have a mentally and physically exhausting class ahead of me. I better go prepare for it...

Happy Birthday Spectre!

Mon, 25 Aug 2008 20:31:30 GMT

Today is August the 25th, and today is Spectre's birthday--whoooo! LOL, sound odd for me to celebrate a character's birthday, I know, but its a load of fun. After all my registration and loan work was complete I stopped by a strip mall and ate some Cold Stone for him. Urk--had too much I believe... I DID want to go eat some taiyaki and soba, but the weather is such crap today. I'll have a better celebration for him on Thursday, hopefully, and then I'll have my taiyaki and soba, mmmm!

Still gushing over Star Wars, but that aside the new downsized body for my doll, Yoko arrived on Saturday. He's so precious and small that I felt such a maternal instinct kick in--it was crazy! He's fully resin this time around, and an MSD kid Delf Hodoo. I'm going to give him a face-up today, hopefully, but then he'd going back in his box until his new wig arrives. Grr, hurry up and come in soon evil shipment, so I can have my baby at my side again!

I'm sore all over...I had an intense Nerf gun war during the weekend. I have a lovely yellow Maverick Revolver with 6 shots, but I want to repaint it to maybe a white color. I jokingly call it "General Kenobi". Star Wars again; go figure. I am such a nerd, but as they say: why be only a 20% nerd when you can go all the way and be a 110% nerd!!

Life is good and tough, like always. But one can only continue to pull through and make the best of it, non? I can only tell myself "I'm having a good day." Thus far its been working. Okay! Face-up time~!

Edit: I fucking....SUCK...at face-ups. Epic Fail. :(

Hells Yes!!

Thu, 21 Aug 2008 21:42:51 GMT

I've totally been geeking out over Star Wars again. Sorry!!

Your results:
You are Obi-Wan Kenobi

Obi-Wan Kenobi		77%
Yoda		66%
Princess Leia		63%
Luke Skywalker		63%
Qui-Gon Jinn		62%
An Ewok		60%
Lando Calrissian		60%
Han Solo		59%
R2-D2		58%
Mace Windu		53%

You are civilized, calm, and
have a good sense of humor,
even when those around you don't.
You can hold your own in a fight,
but prefer it when things
don't get too exciting.

(This list displays the top 10 results out of a possible 21 characters)

Click here to take the "Which Star Wars character am I?" quiz...

LMAO...again!

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 04:50:54 GMT

The SEME or UKE Quiz
created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as The Breaker SEME

You are the most imaginative, helpful, and strong-hearted SEME out there. You can be quiet and helpful at the same time which is a rarity. You're good at listening to others and you don't deny their ideas. One thing you can't stand is seeing someone sad, crying, or otherwise unhappy. Those who think you're shy aren't always the most right but it's true you don't need to talk much unless you have something important to say. You would be paired with the Sorrowful UKE because everyone needs a shoulder to cry on and you're just the guy/gal for the job. It's best to avoid the Homicidal SEME but even if you do that it's easy for someone as calm and helpful as you to get mixed up in the schemes of the certain Devilish UKE. You are truly best placed with the Gentle SEME as a buddy. For my last info, I have to say that you really don't mind and will go with the flow - whatever your partner is into is fine by you but considering who you're best matched with I'd say that they'd be too scared to do anything out of the ordinary. Give them a little nudge to let 'em know it's alright, okay?

The Breaker SEME

75%

The Gentle SEME

70%

The Devilish UKE

55%

The Optimistic UKE

50%

The Homicidal SEME

50%

The Sorrowful UKE

20%

Ganked from Amy...

Sun, 10 Aug 2008 18:03:46 GMT

Who ganked it from a friend of hers. I feel like such a copy-cat =_= but I do love little quiz things and memes. Such fun things to wake up and play with...before school projects consume me...

Your result for The Supervillain Archetype Test...

The Megalomaniac

The Megalomaniac is the most prestigious of super-villain classes. If anyone is ever going to rule the world, it will probably be you.

Your main goal in life is power and domination, you have the tools to do it, and you know it. Megalomaniacs are intelligent and forceful, and they tend not to let their emotions cloud their judgment. Most of the time. They are usually found, or not found, working at the top of a huge structured organization, though many prefer to work by themselves.

The Megalomaniac has but one flaw, but its an invariably fatal one; arrogance. He knows that he can take over the world, and he isn't afraid to let you know, often elaborately and in great detail. They often do not foresee the fly in their ointment, because they do not want to admit that such a fly could exist.

Sample Megalomaniacs: Dr. Doom, Lex Luthor, Ras al'Ghul, Kang the Conqueror, Emperor Palpatine, Brain

Take The Supervillain Archetype Test at HelloQuizzy

Your result for The Steampunk Style Test...

The Ragamuffin

You are the Ragamuffin, the embodiment of steampunk playfulness. Chances are, you approach the genre from a much more casual and lighthearted standpoint than most other fans. To you, there is always an element of play inherent in the genre, and you may very well enjoy fashion as much for the opportunity to dress up as for the style itself. You probably wear goggles as an accessory, and rarely as actual eye-protection. Your outfits are likely to incorporate a lot of brown or cream, and combine large boots, Victorian corsets or vests, aviator caps or bowler hats, and gypsy skirts or slacks, simply because you like them all.

Try our other Steampunk test here.

Take The Steampunk Style Test at HelloQuizzy

"M" is for Meme

Wed, 30 Jul 2008 19:50:08 GMT

A is for age: 06/27/1985
B is for booze: Sick.
C is for career: Lookin’ to be a Game Designer. Hopefully boss some grunts around in the future, after I make my way up the dangerous ladder of business…
D is for dad's name: Which one? Biological: Hector, Step#1: Jose, Step#2: Paul.
E is for essential items to bring to a party: Cell phone. So I can call a ride and get the hell out of there. That and bus fair, as plan “B”.
F is for favorite song at the moment: Dance with the Devil
G is for girlfriend: What? No boy-os?
H is for hometown: Rio Pedras? Ponce? Ah, somewhere out there…
I is for instruments you play: PS2 controller.
J is for jam or jelly you like: Either or; not picky.
K is for kids: Cute when they’re not yours.
L is for living arrangements: Alone, or with one other--a good friend.
M is for mom's name: Diana
N is for name of your best friend: I have more than one…
O is for overnight hospital stays: Never.
P is for phobias: Fish phobia?
Q is for quote you like: “If at first you don’t succeed, redefine success. If at first you do succeed, try and hide your astonishment.”
R is for relationship that lasted longest: 3 years. Ah, puppy love…
S is for sexual position: Gwahahahaha!
U is for unique trait: A stern expression that scares the piss out of people.
V is for vegetable you love: Squash!
W is for worst trait: No butt.
X is for x-rays you've had: One…I think. Don’t remember.
Y is for yummy food you make: Given the right space and ingredients, I can make a mean potato salad (sans the eggs).
Z is for zodiac sign: Cancer.

A Very Serious Question...

Sun, 13 Jul 2008 07:03:30 GMT

IF YOU'RE READING THIS, PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT!

Hey everyone reading this, I have a very serious question to ask. It's about my art, actually. Lately, I've been struggling with money, but I don't want to have to suffer the stupidity of people at a part-time job. The cowards way out, I know, but I've been thinking about commissioning myself and making pictures for people, mainly at this one doll forum sight. The reason: I only have enough money left for dire essentials, but I've fallen in love with this one Blue Fairy BJD. I want to own him and make him a character of mine, but I feel that I should only have him through hard-work and not useless spending.

So I am here asking this simple question: Really, how much to do you guys think my art is worth? Please, be blunt, be serious, and no flowery words of flattery. I would like to know how much you think line work alone would be, and how much a colored work would be worth. Please, please, PLEASE, help me figure this out.

If you haven't seen any samples of my recent work, then you should see them and be the judge yourself. I am Re-DEE-Mer in the Deviant Art community.

Thank you for your time.

"Q" is for Quiz Time!

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 18:20:55 GMT

I ganked this from Amy, who ganked it from another individual. It looked like fun :)

Your time of day has a split personality -- sometimes it's sweat-streaked and loud, and you're on the dance floor, getting your third wind, and shouting lyrics like you'll never run out of energy. You are the time of night that carves itself into your memory forever, because you'll never forget how much you love these people and this moment and this song. It's not always about unforgettable parties, though. Sometimes your late night (err? early morning) burst of energy happens when you're home alone. Those are the times when you say, "I flat out refuse to go to sleep until I finish reading this book, or typing this page, or reorganizing my entire closet." In either case, you are the time of night when it feels sort of forbidden to be awake, but you love accomplishing something special long after everyone else went to bed. And hey -- you can always catch up on sleep tomorrow, right?

Are you a fake? Even if you sometimes seem too good to be true, nobody knows for sure. The truth is -- you ARE a tiny bit fake, but you choose your fake moments so carefully that most people never suspect it's not the real you. You tend to fake it when you're trying to make a good first impression -- like acting enthusiastic in a job interview where you have to answer a question about your "biggest flaw." You know that at the right time and place, a little fakeness makes life easier, like admiring a friend's new clothes, even if they're not your style. So what if you're not 100% real? Your fakeness probably makes you a better friend.

You might want to make some changes in your life, but lately, you've been too busy to even think about what those changes might be. It seems like it's always time for your next activity or event, and if not, you're catching up on some much-needed sleep or cramming a slice of pizza in your mouth before you rush off again. If you're too busy to THINK, you're probably too busy to accomplish your biggest goals. Maybe it's time to slow down (even just a bit) and focus on the things that matter most?

"S" is for SUCKS

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 18:03:33 GMT

So yeah, last night I was on a serious reading spree mode, which is getting more and more rare as the years progress (since I spend more and more time drawing and playing games). I read both of my "Diary of a Wimpy Kid" books (fast reads) and TRIED to pick up Twilight again...but I was quickly disheartened and read Sabriel instead to avoid vomiting on my nicely cleaned sheets.

Sorry Twilight lovers, I said it: I. Can't. Stand. That Book.

Worse thing about disliking that book is that EVERYONE I live with WORSHIPS that book. Do you have any idea how long I have ached to say this!?! A while. I seriously got to about page 200 before giving up and reading an adventure novel to return the brains that have been stolen from me. I mean, sad to say that I am a woman, and yet that sort of romance DRIVES ME UP A WALL!!!!! Ugh, what feels like ten pages in: "This man is so gorgeous and he's totally bad-ass(coughlackinginpersonalitycough). I LOOOOOOVE him." And so, what does our main character do? Clings and Obsesses. A LOT. Now, I cling and obsess over things to, but geez that woman took the cake.

I know it's a romance. Not an action. Not even an adventure book--ROMANCE. So of course I can understand that it is about the growing relationship between two people or more, but oh-em-gee(!!), at least keep my attention with occasional (its all I ask--more than just two and a half paragraphs worth, too) with something OTHER than talks of Edward Cullen and Edward Cullen and, oh let's not forget, Edward Cullen. Make. Me. GAG.

Call me heartless, but there is more to life than some fleeting romance. In fact, there are better things I can do with my time right now, like not think about that blasted book. Yes; I'll do just that. I think I wasted enough oxygen and stressing on that...thing. I think I just lost ten years of my life.

Damn...and I needed those too.

Summer Break!!

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 07:56:17 GMT

Whoo, today was my first day of summer break. Four whole weeks of not having to worry about things like deadlines and the like. I slept in for what felt like forever, and then I did a little cleaning before setting off to play a video game I hadn't touched in a long time: Drakengard 2. I picked it back up about a week ago and somehow managed to weasel out of the mission I was in. It's a 12 'chapter' game, and I'm on the 12th chapter now. This afternoon I was only on Chapter 8 *A* I plowed through A LOT. Chapter eight was a strain, but fun, and somewhere along the road I got so emotionally involved that by the end of the ninth chapter I was actually crying while fighting a boss that I didn't want to fight. I have NEVER cried like that for any game, ever. I've sniffled a little during some game endings, cried a little AFTER the game, but never during a battle! I was so surprised at myself.
I'm still stunned. I really wish that the game had gotten more credit and attention from both the masses and the developers. I'll be done with the game my tomorrow and then I'll move on to the next candidate. But goodness, I couldn't believe how emotionally attached I became. That's how I want to make games someday...I want to make something that can move people to tears...I'll be able to do it, someday...

Two Down...

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 03:42:34 GMT

Two more finals for this quarter left to go. Oh no! And tomorrow is Portfolio Day for the graduating students. I have to see many of my friends off today ;_; It's going to be a little painful, but ah wells, that's what I get for always making friends with the more experienced upperclassmen. I'll probably keep in touch with them I'm sure. I better if I wanna snag a good job out there in the industry, haha.

I cannot wait for my summer break. Four weeks of nothing but sleeping, eating, and fun (hopefully). I have to work on a few things here and there, but they are all for my own benefit no doubt, and nobody will be grading them. Ah...my to-do-list: redesign my website, redesign my resume, gather together stuff from my side project (pray that I'm not too far behind ;_;...) hmm, eat and sleep!

I went to the mall today, but like every other time I go to the mall I did not buy a thing...I wanted these new, cute little shoes, and this lovely little dress to wear for the summer, but... ;A; why is everything so f*cking expensive these days! The American Economy SUX. Hard-core. And not in a good way. Why does it cost to damned much to be a GIRL!? I'm just so sad that every other pretty girl in school owns 50 pairs of jeans, 100 nice tee shirts and 10000000000 cute dresses. Why can I never afford it...? All I can afford is 4 pairs of tattered jeans, seven tee shirts, ZERO dresses, and thankfully 4 jackets. I really am just envious of those people who don't have to worry about PAYING their own tuition and are still using their PARENT'S money... It's just a downer because my birthday is coming up and I have NOTHING nice to wear...not one thing, and all I have is hand-me-downs (which I'm still thankful for) that are sadly too big for me. I guess I just wanna be pretty for a change, which is something I feel that out here in the city I will never be...

Anyway, that's enough angsting. I finally set aside my Persona 3 game in favor of a much older game: Drakengard 2. Just a random update. Anyway, shutting up now...

OMFGuh!

Mon, 02 Jun 2008 03:44:43 GMT

WOW! It's almost been a year since I last used LJ to post things up. Well, then again I'm too lazy too complain about much. If I do complain, then it certainly isn't cataloged in LJ. Poor journal...being all lonely and the like. Ah well, It's being used now, so I am sure that it is happy. I haven't been doing much. It's finals again for the Spring Quarter of 2008. I'm healthy, albeit hungry and wishing that I didn't have character animations to work on; gross. I'm not an animator, I'm a designer! Say it with me: DESIGNER.

Oh, so I've been playing a game for the past three months, okay maybe month and a half. I finished it all too quickly. Shin Megami Tensei Persona 3; good stuff. I'm playing through the extended content now, but I just don't have my heart in that part. I have a four week break ahead of me, and it pains me because I won't be able to go home to Hawaii at all...I'll have to stay here in Colma, bored, working more on stuff for a portfolio, making new resumes for internships, the works. Still, what I wouldn't give for some warmth and sunshine...oh WARMTH! Ahem, anyway...at least I have things to look forward to. I will go to Monterey and to an aquarium, and to the zoo, and I will eat many delicious sweets! That's what I have planned. Oh and hikes, if the weather is kind during the summer...oh please, please!

I had planned to go visit in VA for a while but...well, I kind of need all the money I can get, considering I will be graduating in about a year. Every penny counts right now... Unless somebody wants to pay for me~ kehkehkeh!! Oh I wish...everybody has their own share of troubles and bumps in life. Everything feels so far away these days. With every quarter I get closer to what I want to do but farther from those that I used to know, those that knew me as a friend who loved to draw...I guess it's okay, but even to this day its a little hurtful. I'll just live with it.

Oh, meron pan...It's my only reason for wanting to go to Japan...or even hope that a friend from out here will go to visit again...someday, meron pan, someday...I'll take 50-million of them! (<--tummy speaking)

When We Last Left our Hero(ine)...

Sun, 01 Jul 2007 22:20:38 GMT

It's been a long time. In fact, its been well over a month since the last time I've updated...possibly longer still. I don't remember, that's for sure. Anyway, I don't feel the need to even update anymore--too lazy, but here's the runabout about what's been going on with me. May and half of June were by far the hardest two months I've had in a long while

May--While my room mates and I were asleep, some bastard(s) broke into our apartment and stole two laptops, our spare change, a Nintendo DS and some games. You wanna know who's laptop? That's right, MINE. Along with it, my storage stuff and a year and a half worth of work. It happened some time ago so now I can talk about it, but I prefer not to. So yeah, if you think your life sucks, try to stomach something like THAT happening to you. I was over it within the next day, really. No, I'll never get my laptop back. Yes, I did do everything I could. End of that story.

June--Finals, and some immature people issues. I finally moved out of the bullshit Westlake and into an apartment complex called La Terraza. It's much better. One bed room and one bath, and I live with one of my old house mates from Westlake, Courtney. There's even a washer and dryer in the unit, whoo! I still have to finish unpacking, but I went back home to Hawaii for a little break with my family. Found a job out here that I can work whenever I return, and I already need to start searching for a better (if not second) job in Cali. @_@ Rough livin', lol, but hey I'm doing well. Working hard on getting some more art out. I won't be updating much on LJ from here on out. I may and may not. Can't tell for sure. If you want to keep in touch and update with me then that's what e-mail and AIM and cell phones are for. Also, there's always Deviant Art. Yep, I finally got an account in DA. Below is a link to my page. Not much in the gallery, but it'll be the next best way to keep track of me. The end.

http://re-dee-mer.deviantart.com/

An Update

Thu, 24 May 2007 18:04:45 GMT

So yeah, last you guys heard from me I got a job. Yep yep. Well, I'll only be working a few hours a week, but still, its enough small change to keep me going...and if worse comes to worse I can keep hunting for another type of job. Still, I don't see that happening any time soon.
So it's official, come June 15/16, I'll be leaving student housing and living in my own apartment. Well, it'll be shared, but still it's a big step for me. Next-next big step will be on my own *fun fun*...but that won't be until I get a VERY good job...like hired by a game company big job type. But yeah, so there's four people in total with me and two rented out one-bedroom apartments. It'll be two people to an apartment--NOT what I had anticipated, but it'll be to wait out in hopes for a three bedroom or two bedroom. I was really looking forward to a three bedroom one, really...Well, that aside I really hope that I can go home for the summer break...I don't know how that will hold over with my new job and all, but I'll just have to see.
My mom had just gotten out of surgery and it made me so antsy all day. It's bad enough that she's to far away for me to see, but it scared me (even though it was a small thing) and I had a bad dream about. I'm over it now, but it really spooked me out. ...it makes me wanna daw though >_<.

Thats about all the updates on my half...oh, save for I beat Okami (a highly recomendable game for the PS2)!! I've been playing it on and off for the past two quarters and I really enjoyed the story. Beating it made me feel all warm and mushy on the inside, hahah. It also made me want to do fanart, which I may find the time to do during break. Finals are coming up quick, so it's crunch time. That means no Rule of Rose time... ;_; Meh, no need to cry about it though...I get to see Pirates 3 on saturday...for free!! Whoo!

Hmm...

Mon, 14 May 2007 04:51:31 GMT

Okay, so this weekend was so disgustingly busy that really, now I'm even too tired to be happy to be making a post on my journal, really. Hahah, but hey, there's been some good news on my end. Not about the appartment yet...but...
I did get a job!! I still can't believe it! After months and months of searching and being so close to poor its not funny, I finally have a job! It's a simple one, and one hell of a distance away from home, but still, it should be worth it, and I think that with the way that I registered all my classes (or will tomorrow morning) I should be able to work alot and find the time to do homework with as little stess as possible. Really, I'm happy, but I'm also so tired that sometimes it doesn't show. Well, hopefully I'll find the time to catch up with my assigments, because tomorrow is my first training day! Yup yup, not but twenty four hours in notice and already I'm fired up and ready to work again. I know I'll have a good time! I'll get to sell movies and (best of all) video games!! *is heart bubble-ing now*

Well, stress aside I'm doing fine. Quite lucky...aside from the fact that I have to air-dry my messanger bag and that, well, is taking more time then I would really like...which now I recall...crap *runs out to get it*

Bored....

Wed, 09 May 2007 08:08:56 GMT

God damned, why can I NOT remember the certain scripting for hiding things behind a link. My livejournal would look so much cleaner then...Sorry, it was just a random thoughtlet that hit me. I wanna add some more art in here, but I'm tired of it looking, well, unorganized.

Bleh...finals week came and passed and already registration is up for the next quarter @_@...whoa. Maaaaan, am I ever tired and stressing out. Between the production class and heavy workload of Level Design and job hunting I barely have time for my other classes. Tomorrow I have TWO job interviews, one after the other...and this weekend I have to head down to Santa Cruz (or Felton, whichever)to discuss business-money matters with my friends father. Why money matters you ask? Well, for the same reasons why I need a job--to keep on livin' and to get this great appartment my room mates and I have our hearts set on. It's situated in Colma--getting further away from SF--but the complex is so nice and its located close to a mall and transportation system (aka BART). Still....it would have a dish washer and a bigger kitchen and even better...*drum roll* A washer and dryer IN the unit!! Do you have any idea how much money that saves me!?!? *dancing with joy* Even better still, if we get the three bedroom, two bath appartment, then I would get my own room! Gods, how I miss having my own room--not that I mind sharing, but there are just some days where you wanna work on a project in the privacy of your own room rather then on an oversized desk in the living room.
Whoo.....now I'm getting all too hopeful. We shouldn't have a problem though. But still that does nothing for my working--job hunting--situation. I hope I get the job that I want...
Anyway, jobs in mind, I should start looking for an internship...
Already...? Damn...time flies.

Let there be shuffle-age...erm, yeah!

Wed, 02 May 2007 05:05:48 GMT

Put your music player on shuffle.
Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don't make sense. NO CHEATING!!

How am I feeling today?
Akira Yamaoka
SH2 OST; Prisonic Fairytale (…what the?)

Will I get far in life?
Skillet
Savior

How do my friends see me?
Michiru Oshima & Pentagon
ICO OST; Who Are You?

Where will I get married?
Nena
99 Red Balloons

What is my best friend's theme song?
???
Me Against the World

What is the story of my life?
Jaleco
DragonSeeds OST; Illegal Battle

What is/was highschool like?
Akira Yamaoka
SH3 OST; Sun (audio track-- “In the beginning, people had nothing…”)

How can I get ahead in life?
Good Charlotte
Hold On

What is the best thing about me?
Simple Plan
Freaky Friday Soundtrack; Together Forever (umm…)

What is today going to be like?
Michiru Oshima & Pentagon
ICO OST; Prologue

What is in store for this weekend?
Yoko Kanno
Ghost in the Shell OST; Date of Rebirth

What song describes my parents?
RED
Already Over Prt2

To describe my grandparents?
Yoshitaka Azuma
Penzar Dragoon OST; Flight

How is my life going?
???
Naruto OST; Hero’s Come Back

What song will they play at my funeral?
Ali Project
.hack//ROOTS; King Knight

How does the world see me?
Ayumi Hamasaki
SURREAL

Will I have a happy life?
Skillet
My Obsession

What do my friends really think of me?
Skillet
Collide

How can I make myself happy?
???
Passion of the Christ Soundtrack
New Again

What should I do with my life?
???
Resident Evil Apocalypse Soundtrack; The Outsider

Will I ever have children?
Jaelco
DragonSeeds OST; New World Order (… O_O um…)

Your first kiss.
Yoko Kanno
Ghost in the Shell OST; I can’t be Cool

What are you attracted to?
???
Resident Evil Apocalypse Soundtrack; Under the killing Moon

What is your lover like/will be.
Do As Infinity
Yesterday & Today

What people hate about you.
BoA
Serial Experiments Lain Soundtrack; Duvet (Don’t hate me cuz I’m…a down comforter?)

How you react to bad news.
Akira Yamaoka
SH2 OST; The Reverse Will

How you react to good news.
Coheed and Cambria
The Velourium Camper III--Al the killer (…I kill out of happiness?)

How do you Sleep.
Utada Hikaru
KH2 OST; Passion (I sleep…very vividly?)

What you hope for.
Yuki Kajiura
Xenosaga III OST; Maybe Tomorrow

Do this for yourself, it's actually fun, I promise!

Hungy....!!

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 20:09:03 GMT

Man, I am sooo hungry, but nobody has cleaned the god damned dishes in ages...that leaves me to do them. Go figure -__-. Anyway, enough of that. I'm going to be assisting in the making of soup and uh, yeah, that involves cleaning our ugly ass, way-too-tiny kitchen. Student housing here blows. Thats why I'm leaving come summer break. I've been apartment hunting during the weekend along with other things and have overall been insanely busy: Saturday, a large day long birthday party. Sunday, appartment hunting. Monday (today), starving and another job interview. Tuesday, class and possibly more job hunting. Wednesday, Rigging. Thurday, class all day until ten at night. Friday, class. Saturday, appartment Hunting. Rinse, lather, repeat. And I ask people this: WHERE is my time to work on Homework? Somehow, folks, I manage it, hahah! Lets just say I cut back on sleep.

I have to cut back on buying as much food as I usually get for some really shitty things happened on Saturday evening. I lost my school ID, and with it two (I repeat, TWO) BART tickets. Thats about a fifty dollar waste right there. Do you have any idea how much food fifty dollars could have gotten me?! How much laundry money I lost right there. Needless to say I'm feeling a little stressed. But life goes on, what can I say? So tomorrow I have to purchase a new ticket and a new school ID. Guess whos not eating at all for a long time~~~?

Anyway, new pic up, hahah. Yep, thats my work. Teh bestest thing I've done EVAH! LMAO. Nah, but it was fun to do. Its for a class called Materials and Lighting. I made it to be the texture of a childrens book that was modeled in the Maya program. Maybe I'll show you all the final piece. It's quite cute I promise...!

Bored Bored...

Thu, 12 Apr 2007 17:15:28 GMT

It's almost time for me to head out to my rigging class. Gr, gr. Oh well, I'm leaving this here as a memo to show my friends and have them laugh their asses off because its too true.

Chibi Seme
Take Are you a Seme or an Uke? today!
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You are the seme in disguise. Able to fit in and get along with uke and seme alike, you are able to get close to the uke on their level before exerting your dominance. This makes you at times manipulative and able to fool others about your true seme nature. Because of your harmless appearance, it takes the flamboyantly gay Flaming Uke to really bring out your aggressive side and expose you for the seme that you are.

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 23:05:50 GMT

I saw the cutest image of a baby polar bear on the MSN news site today and it made me think: Oh yeah, I haven't had an update in a long while! A strange and sad thought I know, but one that came nonetheless. Finally my sixth quarter has come to a halt, whooo. But unfortunately there's only a one week break. I swear, one week is not enough down time to make up for three weeks of hard work and sweat and blood. Meh, at least summer break is a three week one. I can't wait for that.

Why, you may ask. One, to see my family, and two, my pets! Nalu and a new addition to the family!

Isn't she a cute little ball of fluff? Her name is Vixen and she's a strange mix of a puppy--an Austrailian Shepard, Pitbull mix. I was a little skeptic at first, but mostly because I was scared for my baby cat, Nalu, but when I heard that the two adored each other day one I was very happy then. Sounds like Vixen will be a very lovable pup. I'm not too keen on her name though, so I nic-named her Vic.

Pictures!!

Sat, 03 Mar 2007 02:21:36 GMT

Man...tired today, but then again, I didn't get a lot of sleep and I've been busy running a lot of things. Group projects--those will kill you worse than normal ones, lol. Anyway, I have more images from the Alcatraz trip...at least,those with people in it anyway...I'm in there too, duh.

In fact, here I am in this picture! Hah, my back is to the camera! Whoo!! Looking out beyond is San Francisco.

And here I am inside of Alcatraz, walking through one of the cell blocks. It's so silent alone, almost spooky...I LOVED it! Hahaha.

During the tour...My friend Courtney and I. I'm obviously not listening to a thing. I didn't even KNOW this picture was taken.

Insert Puppy Whimpers here... Catherine and Brittany.

"Eyyaahhhhhrrgh!"

My good buddy, Jon. Don't ask.

This was on BART. Brit and I. We'z the coolest!!

"Get in da choppa!!" Jon and I

Trip to Azkaba--erm, I mean, Alcatraz

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 04:25:39 GMT

During the weekend--Saturday, to be exact--I went on a trip with a large group from the AI to....*dramatic pause* ALCATRAZ!!! It was very cool! And what awesome reference and inspiration indeed. I was so happy to finally be able to go! My friend's and I took pictures, but this one just happened to be the first one up. As soon as I get more, I may post them up here...if you all wanna see that is ^ ^.

Below: A picture of the whole, small Azkaban Troop! Hahah, we had this huge Harry Potter joke going on the whole trip there so, uh, bear with me. I am in zeh picture! As the shortest person in the group, in zeh center on my tall, tall friend, Jon!! On (your) right hand side, you can find three girls. They are Courtney Parks (green jacket), Brittany Sapp (blonde) and Catherine Thomason (white beanie); they roxxors! Thank god my ugliness blends into the background, lmao!!

I Eat Your HEAD!!!

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 18:16:52 GMT

Just here to deliver a random link! For the Silent Hill 2--James Sunderland fan in all of us! Feel free to sing along and bob your head to the beat!!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Zj1nJzQPVYA

For the record, I'm feeling much better! Oh yeah, and I went snowboarding on the weekend--it was soooo much fun...even if I did fall on my bum a lot, lol. You peoples should try it too! TRY IT I SAY!!

J-E-L-L-O

Sun, 11 Feb 2007 03:24:57 GMT

I've just gotten over one hell of a bad fever -_-...it started on Thursday and ended this morning...I first started showing signs of it on Wednesday, but that might be when I FIRST caught it. Could be the flu, or could be something worse...can't tell. Hmm, oh well, this is just posted here for my own personal benefit. In case I forget or something.

I'm just happy my fever went down, the highest it got to was 104-ish. Now I just have to figure out how to get the damned mucus out of my chest ;_;

I haven't gotten to do any homework at all this weekend. Makes me feel horrible. Well, I'll just have to catch up as best as I can.

Windmills!!

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 00:10:16 GMT

I've been making concept art for a new project in my Background Design and Layout class...finally it's something fun and my main character in the story isn't even human but a monster! Gasp! Well, actually, he was one...once. Really the story doesn't matter, but it does help to develope an attachment to the world your building. All I know right now is that I want airships, and windmills...lots and lots of windmills.

Anyway, I was taking a break from all this concept art and made (eyuck!) fanart. Yessir, you heard right. Fanart. Silent Hill fanart to be exact ^ ^. I've been re-playing Silent Hill 3, and its been fun. Heather/Cheryl is always fun to draw, in just about any style too!